caught up in the middle.

somewhere between
loving you and trying to move on.

somewhere between
moving and staying.

somewhere between
how i used to be like and
how you used to like me to be and
how i am now.

somewhere between
metalscreams and sad slow guitar songs.

somewhere between
party-alcohol-cigarettes and
long-walks-coffee-good-talks.

somewhere between
what i think i like and
what i think i should like.

somewhere between
what feels right and
what i think should feel right.


somewhere
where i'm searching for love and someone to care
but only get offered sex.

somewhere
where you don't care anymore about
who i am
or
what i do
or
who i'm with.


you know i hate it here in the middle.
you know i dont belong to neither one of the sides.
you know i'm waiting for you to
save me.


but


"i need more time he says,
because time makes feelings fade."